The evening is same. Someone unknown came to my door, i was surprised to see the man holding my ironed clothes. Where is the other fellow? is he gone for a live? Suddenness of life. you do not get time to react. He died yesterday due to a heart attack.
I took again the book ” The Tibetan book of Living and Dying”. I want to study again certain areas. Probably a desire to know death more closely.
I am no more talking to some of my friends. The reason is absurd. I could have been better behaved. Life is living in moments. My practice is to be peace with myself especially the dark side of my irrational mind.
But as i know everything will change. mood change, situation change. Then you may be able to forget the Smile and humbleness of that ” other fellow”