be with yourself

you are always living in noise

be with yourself



feel your breath

come back after you loose the track

sit sit sit.

Go away distractions.

i am in the present

I am, the me is no more alive.



My Spiritual life.

Like every one I got a spiritual life. I was not born like that, but somehow i am guided to admire a spiritual life. The first Point. We should be in touch with suffering. World is full of suffering people. This will help you to grow as a good human being. This is my foundation.

This is an ode to sufferings.
It calls for a moment to pray
For all the broken souls
For all the taken souls
For all the grieving souls

i am grateful i am better off compare to many others. So boring my advice.


I have no more trouble with sleep. i am very happy about that part of my life. i sleep around 5 hours at night. Sound sleep. I don’t get up in between. Luckily no fearful dreams.  There is a time in my life i struggled really hard about getting sleep. So painful night. I thought i never get out of that loop. Every day hoping for a good sleep, and you end up tired and frustrated. God has been kind to me.

What if you slept
And what if
In your sleep
You dreamed
And what if
In your dream
You went to heaven
And there plucked a strange and beautiful flower
And what if
When you awoke
You had that flower in you hand
Ah, what then?

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

My diary0801

Is it possible to develop a spiritual friendship with my blogging friends.  You need at least 4,5 guys to get a motivation to write this. Thank you guys. Neethu, xaranahara,chrissy, suansolak…… I bought again the book The wind up bird chronicle. I read it completely 5 years back, gifted to a friend.  I like the simple sentence of Murakami. I think buying books is fetish to me. It make me High. Simple pleasures of life.

When we were together walking

she asked me

May i kiss

i am confused as always

Thought about my family and kids

But i know love is hidden

it is lighter than morning sun

Better than a glass of bear

it will come in your life

sometimes in younger days

in adult life

in midlife

in old age

The pain of that love is better than poetry.

the Stuff

The things that we love tell us what we are. If you are struggling to write then it is not what you like. Quit. I Love books, Fiction, English Language, Philosophy, Religion, Science.

Life is full of Beautiful things when you are Mood.

I like to walk But Normally i sit and read.

Is there anything beautiful………….

She is everything.


Why i am sitting late night and writing? Romantic love is never have any place in spirituality. it is an illusion. But it is sweet. I think i spend lots of my time on this affair. I am dreamy. Never be someone who have goals in life.

I see her face in my mind

Nothing i want

just to see her hair moving in wind


so it’s 2016

Do you know 1974

The year I born

Frankly I have no memory of childhood

School, friends, teachers

My memory is soup

But i remember her


So you want to know

Who is she

She is the queen


The perfect love

No nonsense of day to day boring life

you and me


2016 I still hold on to that Hope

The place i reach with my perfect love