Pain not much

It is okay

I can manageĀ 

you can go now

But i know she wants me near

But why is it conveyed as NO



My day job

Job and creativity will not go hand in hand. My priority is to find my bread and butter. it is good if you can link up your creativity with your day job. But it is not always possible. I think most of the time we are destined to do our mundane job. That is life. i consider myself lucky to have a day job. Millions are living without a proper job. Every day unemployment rate is increasing. you can keep your burning desire deep inside your heart while we are doing our day job. I like reading and writing. it is simple pleasure, not much expensive. My job is not innovative or inspiring. But it provides me what i need, mostly money to buy books. I don’t worry much about my future. It is concern for many, but i try to live in the present. it is tough. but not impossible.

BIG magic

I am reading this book now. I think it is really a good book for me. I need to get motivated every single day with few of its striking lines. Writing is tough and words don’t come that easy as we imagine. it is easy to think we can write a book or write a poem as you wish. But you try and see. visuals not stick in the paper. our imagination has got multiple window.

My daily reading

It is complicated now. Better to say i pick up whatever come in my way. Read from at least ten books in a day. it may be due to my mind set up. I am not forcing myself to read a book from the beginning to end. it is an odd feeling. I pick up the book Big magic by Elizabeth Gilbert. Kind of my book. It is about finding your purpose and sticking to it even though it is tough journey. Everyone has some secret passion, which is tough to fulfill in ordinary circumstance. Book is interesting and neatly edited. Self Help Book. There is one more book in my desk now. Does he know a Mothers heart by Arun Shouire.